I awoke this morning to find an e-mail from an Abby Winters member via the lovely staff their informing me that idiot me was giving away all my personal information via my wish list on here, thank you for taking the time to let me know.
I didn't even remember I had a wish list but hey ho. I have been very self indulgent and spent today adding lots of goodies on their today as my birthdays next month and its a good way of making sure all my friends know the sort of things I might want, as I always forget when I'm on the spot.
xx
Selasa, 14 Juni 2011
Minggu, 12 Juni 2011
Places you can find me . . .
I have been made aware of a few new releases where you can find me and as I get a few people ask me about what Dvds I am in each week I am starting by giving you a link to that.
Masie on Dvd
Following on from that we have some old footage of me back in my gang bang/bukkake days that has just been released.
Bukkake is a strange experience and although it's something I don't do any more I certainly don't regret it. The thing about Bukkake is that its real, you can't fake this or rather people tend not to, as it would get far to expensive to make any kind of a profit. All the men you see in Bukkake films are just guys off the street, usually member of swinging clubs, as that tends to be where these parties are filmed. As a result you would expect these events to feel very grimey with lots of 'sad' men waiting their turn to use the objectified women on show, shoot their load and leave alone.
That's not how I found it. Swingers clubs are very pleasant places to be and the same can be said for the people in them. As you would expect every body is very open and laid back about their sexuality and this makes for a very refreshing and honest environment. The couples you find there have obviously had to work through all issues of jealousy in order to participate in the activities and this requires a great deal of trust, understanding and honesty. I imagine it is very hard to accept that someone who loves you needs other people to reach full sexual satisfaction in their lives and the types of people that can get their head around that size of statement are typically so comfortable in themselves that they glow with happiness and its infectious. When I did my first gang band film at Le Shambra in Sheffield I spent ages talking to a lovely couple who I was delighted to run into on my second visit as well. We didn't have dirty lurid talk in fact I don't think we really touched on anything like that. We sat on the bed I had just shagged 40 guys on and they proudly showed me pictures of their children and then told me stories of how they had got into the swinging scene, where they had in fact met and how it worked - most swingers have very individual and complicated rules as do porn stars although our lists tend to be shorter and i always find it fascinating hearing why people do somethings but not others and why.
There is obviously a higher percentage of men to women at these events but again rather than feeling like a dirty objected being lured at by lecherous older men (usually older although I think I took a guys virginity on one shoot) I was made to feel like a god! On my first shoot there was a Que of waiting men that went out the door, down a corridor and half way down the stairs! All those men hoping to get just a few minutes of time with me, for me that was such a buzz. When I was in my off time no one bothered us models or heckled at us, mostly they would just smile as we walked passed or ask us politely about when we were going back to the sex room and a little about our work and where indeed they could get a copy of the film and watch themselves performing in it.
So why did I stop if I liked it so much? Bukkake for me is not like work, its the sort of thing I would do for personal sexual kicks and although I am glad I have experienced that kick a few times its one I have done now and don't think I will get anything more out of it from doing it again. One of the things I like best about porn is that its work not sex. I can have sex any time but being part of a production designed to turn on other people that's what I love about porn, the sex sort of comes second to that. I
love different cameras, stopping to pose for photographs, being given a little direction, feeling part of a greater whole and a bit like a movie star in a working process. I hate going to shoots and finding out that they expect to go for a dinner or drinks first etc, that's not why I do this, lots of other girls love that stuff but I love porn not going on dates. Abby Winters is the furthest that way I can go down that path and still be happy. The sex for Abby Winters as the sex at gang bangs is very real, you cant fake it (hell you wouldn't want to) but at Abby Winters there is still an element of excellence in the production happening around you that allows me to relax into the moment. At AW I know that around me people are constantly capturing everything I am doing in the greatest possible way on camera and all will be shared. During a gang bang the camera moves between models as typically you have three girls working at any one time and that means that there are times when you are not working as a film model, you are just having sex with some guys and that for me is not what i want, who ever the guys happen to be.
Bukkake for me is no different from me going and knocking door to door on all the people who wank to my films and doing the job in person and that's not for me, that's a different job entirely - although one that pays better than mine. As much as I loved meeting all the real people involved in this scene I don't like meeting the public at work, you feel a little as if you have to be slightly careful in case you disappoint them and aren't the sunny person they know from the movies and also you don't get any real off time. Meeting that many people is very draining much harder than hanging out with a small crew and then doing a scene either on your own or with one other person and its not just physically draining its emotionally draining as you are confronted with so many different people with different life stories for you to process.
The other reason I stopped doing them was the risks, it just wasn't worth it. Although most swingers are very good about their sexual healthy you cant get around the fact that members of the public do not get themselves tested for Stis every 30 days like porn performers do and although condoms are always used for sex they are not used for oral. Some people stupidly think you can not catch anything through oral sex and many loud debates have been had on this matter at work. I would only ever do gang bangs at the end of my tests so I was only risking my own health not that of models I subsequently worked with. Not all models will do that and some producers will not book girls that do this kind of work as they to don't want to invite the extra risk. I was also once told by a producer that they tended to keep away from the girls who regularly did the sex clubs as due to having regular work they were the most likely to flake out if they weren't in the mood and pull a no show.
My final few words on bukkake and gang bangs. First off, I loved being covered from head to toe in lots and lost of spunk I cant explain why I just loved it. Secondly Johnny Rebels voice in the back ground of most of the gang bangs I have done helps to keep the fun aspect up and the energy going and its one of the elements of these videos I love the most. Finally my brother in law who knows about my job let slip to the best men about it just before the wedding and they decided to have a look for me. You know me I tend to do fluffy porn, hard core yes but in the fluffiest and most innocent of ways. Well it just so happened I had recently done a gang bang at The Private Club for Benson Media so this was what they found when they typed in my name
They were all suitably shocked - hehe!
Gang Bang Link
I also have two new videos up on Abby Winters and both are Fab!
The first is an Im (intimate moment) video I did with Kylie. This video follows on from the scene I did with lovely blond Hayden during which Kylie catches us and plays with herself as she watches.
I then head up stairs and having both been caught we decide to have a wank next to each other while we chat and the chatting after wards is what makes it for me. Please follow the link to the free trailer and be sure to let me know what you think of the video.
Masie and Kylie IM xx
The second is the full video of myself and Dahlia when we finally stopped giggling in our super sexy onsies and got down to some actually sex.
Masie and Dahlia g/g xx
That's it for now although I should have more for you soon. Thanks as always for reading through my blog I really appreciate you all (hello 41!!!!). I don't know if I ever told you guys but I am dyslexic (not badly so) but that's why I often use creative spelling and have a general disregard for punctuation - for me its more of an after thought, I just bung in comers where I breath when reading aloud.
Please can you keep your figures crossed for me all week, I cant tell you why but it could be brilliant. xx
Masie on Dvd
Following on from that we have some old footage of me back in my gang bang/bukkake days that has just been released.
Bukkake is a strange experience and although it's something I don't do any more I certainly don't regret it. The thing about Bukkake is that its real, you can't fake this or rather people tend not to, as it would get far to expensive to make any kind of a profit. All the men you see in Bukkake films are just guys off the street, usually member of swinging clubs, as that tends to be where these parties are filmed. As a result you would expect these events to feel very grimey with lots of 'sad' men waiting their turn to use the objectified women on show, shoot their load and leave alone.
That's not how I found it. Swingers clubs are very pleasant places to be and the same can be said for the people in them. As you would expect every body is very open and laid back about their sexuality and this makes for a very refreshing and honest environment. The couples you find there have obviously had to work through all issues of jealousy in order to participate in the activities and this requires a great deal of trust, understanding and honesty. I imagine it is very hard to accept that someone who loves you needs other people to reach full sexual satisfaction in their lives and the types of people that can get their head around that size of statement are typically so comfortable in themselves that they glow with happiness and its infectious. When I did my first gang band film at Le Shambra in Sheffield I spent ages talking to a lovely couple who I was delighted to run into on my second visit as well. We didn't have dirty lurid talk in fact I don't think we really touched on anything like that. We sat on the bed I had just shagged 40 guys on and they proudly showed me pictures of their children and then told me stories of how they had got into the swinging scene, where they had in fact met and how it worked - most swingers have very individual and complicated rules as do porn stars although our lists tend to be shorter and i always find it fascinating hearing why people do somethings but not others and why.
There is obviously a higher percentage of men to women at these events but again rather than feeling like a dirty objected being lured at by lecherous older men (usually older although I think I took a guys virginity on one shoot) I was made to feel like a god! On my first shoot there was a Que of waiting men that went out the door, down a corridor and half way down the stairs! All those men hoping to get just a few minutes of time with me, for me that was such a buzz. When I was in my off time no one bothered us models or heckled at us, mostly they would just smile as we walked passed or ask us politely about when we were going back to the sex room and a little about our work and where indeed they could get a copy of the film and watch themselves performing in it.
So why did I stop if I liked it so much? Bukkake for me is not like work, its the sort of thing I would do for personal sexual kicks and although I am glad I have experienced that kick a few times its one I have done now and don't think I will get anything more out of it from doing it again. One of the things I like best about porn is that its work not sex. I can have sex any time but being part of a production designed to turn on other people that's what I love about porn, the sex sort of comes second to that. I
love different cameras, stopping to pose for photographs, being given a little direction, feeling part of a greater whole and a bit like a movie star in a working process. I hate going to shoots and finding out that they expect to go for a dinner or drinks first etc, that's not why I do this, lots of other girls love that stuff but I love porn not going on dates. Abby Winters is the furthest that way I can go down that path and still be happy. The sex for Abby Winters as the sex at gang bangs is very real, you cant fake it (hell you wouldn't want to) but at Abby Winters there is still an element of excellence in the production happening around you that allows me to relax into the moment. At AW I know that around me people are constantly capturing everything I am doing in the greatest possible way on camera and all will be shared. During a gang bang the camera moves between models as typically you have three girls working at any one time and that means that there are times when you are not working as a film model, you are just having sex with some guys and that for me is not what i want, who ever the guys happen to be.
Bukkake for me is no different from me going and knocking door to door on all the people who wank to my films and doing the job in person and that's not for me, that's a different job entirely - although one that pays better than mine. As much as I loved meeting all the real people involved in this scene I don't like meeting the public at work, you feel a little as if you have to be slightly careful in case you disappoint them and aren't the sunny person they know from the movies and also you don't get any real off time. Meeting that many people is very draining much harder than hanging out with a small crew and then doing a scene either on your own or with one other person and its not just physically draining its emotionally draining as you are confronted with so many different people with different life stories for you to process.
The other reason I stopped doing them was the risks, it just wasn't worth it. Although most swingers are very good about their sexual healthy you cant get around the fact that members of the public do not get themselves tested for Stis every 30 days like porn performers do and although condoms are always used for sex they are not used for oral. Some people stupidly think you can not catch anything through oral sex and many loud debates have been had on this matter at work. I would only ever do gang bangs at the end of my tests so I was only risking my own health not that of models I subsequently worked with. Not all models will do that and some producers will not book girls that do this kind of work as they to don't want to invite the extra risk. I was also once told by a producer that they tended to keep away from the girls who regularly did the sex clubs as due to having regular work they were the most likely to flake out if they weren't in the mood and pull a no show.
My final few words on bukkake and gang bangs. First off, I loved being covered from head to toe in lots and lost of spunk I cant explain why I just loved it. Secondly Johnny Rebels voice in the back ground of most of the gang bangs I have done helps to keep the fun aspect up and the energy going and its one of the elements of these videos I love the most. Finally my brother in law who knows about my job let slip to the best men about it just before the wedding and they decided to have a look for me. You know me I tend to do fluffy porn, hard core yes but in the fluffiest and most innocent of ways. Well it just so happened I had recently done a gang bang at The Private Club for Benson Media so this was what they found when they typed in my name
They were all suitably shocked - hehe!
Gang Bang Link
I also have two new videos up on Abby Winters and both are Fab!
The first is an Im (intimate moment) video I did with Kylie. This video follows on from the scene I did with lovely blond Hayden during which Kylie catches us and plays with herself as she watches.
I then head up stairs and having both been caught we decide to have a wank next to each other while we chat and the chatting after wards is what makes it for me. Please follow the link to the free trailer and be sure to let me know what you think of the video.
Masie and Kylie IM xx
The second is the full video of myself and Dahlia when we finally stopped giggling in our super sexy onsies and got down to some actually sex.
Masie and Dahlia g/g xx
That's it for now although I should have more for you soon. Thanks as always for reading through my blog I really appreciate you all (hello 41!!!!). I don't know if I ever told you guys but I am dyslexic (not badly so) but that's why I often use creative spelling and have a general disregard for punctuation - for me its more of an after thought, I just bung in comers where I breath when reading aloud.
Please can you keep your figures crossed for me all week, I cant tell you why but it could be brilliant. xx
Jumat, 10 Juni 2011
Masie goes to the seaside
Love the title of this blog I am unessessarily proud of myself - sounds like the begining of a soon to become inappropriate childrens story doesnt it!
Before we go for a paddle, let me tell you more about the start of my day. I need to do more of this kind of stuff as I am not quite as brave as I used to be, I found myself chickening out of doing really explicit things every time I heard a car was about to pass us on the road and we saw an unsettling amount of police cars when we first started! This is a really fun idea for a website though and is one I haven't come across before.
I know lots of people like stockings but if you ask the older fans about this pleurae most will say that it in part developed from the thrill of catching a sneaky peak of someones stockings as they say got on the bus etc back when everybody wore them. So as not many people dress in full stockings and suspenders any more we are re creating these naughty situations and then make them even naughtier. After going to sit in the pub garden and taking off my pants, I was a bit excited, so I fucked the gear knob of my car in a lay by - a giant lorry pulled up behind us just as I had finished and I was all in a flap convinsed I wouldn't be able to do up the buttons on my dress in time - it was such a rush feeling like I was going to get caught!
Thinking about it, this might actually just be a very clever new initiative to slow drivers down on country roads in case they should miss something!
I think I'm due to go on the site next week but will of course keep you posted. If you want to go and have an explore here's the link. If you click on any of the main pictures you get taken to secret trailers and the lovely Satine is there for you to go and see which is always a reason to look.
Sophisticated Flashers. com
Before we go for a paddle, let me tell you more about the start of my day. I need to do more of this kind of stuff as I am not quite as brave as I used to be, I found myself chickening out of doing really explicit things every time I heard a car was about to pass us on the road and we saw an unsettling amount of police cars when we first started! This is a really fun idea for a website though and is one I haven't come across before.
I know lots of people like stockings but if you ask the older fans about this pleurae most will say that it in part developed from the thrill of catching a sneaky peak of someones stockings as they say got on the bus etc back when everybody wore them. So as not many people dress in full stockings and suspenders any more we are re creating these naughty situations and then make them even naughtier. After going to sit in the pub garden and taking off my pants, I was a bit excited, so I fucked the gear knob of my car in a lay by - a giant lorry pulled up behind us just as I had finished and I was all in a flap convinsed I wouldn't be able to do up the buttons on my dress in time - it was such a rush feeling like I was going to get caught!
Thinking about it, this might actually just be a very clever new initiative to slow drivers down on country roads in case they should miss something!
I think I'm due to go on the site next week but will of course keep you posted. If you want to go and have an explore here's the link. If you click on any of the main pictures you get taken to secret trailers and the lovely Satine is there for you to go and see which is always a reason to look.
Sophisticated Flashers. com
Rabu, 01 Juni 2011
Car show
I just realised that because I put page breaks in my epic post yesterday, some of you may not have clicked on it and noticed, there's loads of it, so go and have another look if you missed out.
I didn't get to bed till 12 when I got back from my Abby Winters adventures and had a reasonably early start the next day, as I had to go and exchange my euros so I could buy my parents birthday presents and pay my council tax, which I had managed to beg an extension for till Friday. I then had to get my bum ready and in the car ready to meet Trinity at 5pm, so we had time to plan our shows and also to get ready etc.
I didn't have a blog when I did this event last year but it is a bit of a head fuck on all fronts. The types of people you get in the lap dancing tent at a car show are exactly the kinds of people you expect to find in the lap dancing tent at a car show and as a collective mass can be a difficult bunch. There is always that fine line between a cheering crowd who are with you and egging you on and a rabble who could turn at any minute and become an unmanageable surging mess. My job was to perform two live lesbian sex shows in order to re boost numbers for the lap dancers, a role that only some of the dancers were happy about. The stark difference between AW work and this was HUGE! I reverted back to my state of worry around these ladies and kept finding myself slopping off to hide. There were some lovely women who were unquestionably hot but there wasn't a warm family feel like in Amsterdam, more like a cleach that I wasn't a part of.
I really enjoyed chatting to most of the groups of men outside the tent whilst trying to drum up numbers and there were some really lovely individuals (you know who you are) who made my night. There were the inevitable few who had drunk to much and tried to get hands on and although I never felt unsafe (security was tight and everywhere) it did bring the question of female exploitation fresh in my mind. It's funny I am the loudest person when it comes to laughing at women telling me I am being exploited and objectified through my work but if anything was going to make me an object it was this weekend as my role was exactly that.
Its hard to put into words and I'm kicking myself for not writing this down while it was fresh. This blog is like trying to remember a dream, the more minutes that pass the more the facts slip away. I think what I am trying to say is that it was a very carnal atmosphere with groups of women trying to sell themselves to a drunken mass of men who just wanted to get their cocks hard and cheer and leer, nether side was showing a full rounded version of themselves we were all just walking sexual stereotypes. Now I am writing this I don't see anything wrong with either situation but at the time when your in it you do feel a little odd.
One of the reasons I was a terrible lap dancer was that I got chatting. One of my natural skills I am very proud of is that people tend to tell me things, very personal and intimate things, very easily. I'm quite a good listener and I think I maybe have one of those faces you can trust but either way it doesn't take me long to feel that I know a little about a person - although to counter this I also suffer from the fault of always seeing the good in people, which is usually fine but can lead to a few problems. Either way when I lap danced I'd have spoken to the person and usually knew why they were there, or where they grew up or their favourite sexual position/encounter etc and that's how I liked it. It didn't always pay off, once you have sat and told someone you think your wife is cheating on you or all about your child hood, the last thing you want to see is them naked. So they'd get their chat from me and then head over to one of the more traditional scary lap dancers for their kicks. I think on reflection that's what I didn't like about the car show, everyone was a cut out of their gender there was no depth.
Tell you what some of the dancers were amazing though, its been a long time since I pole danced and I used to love watching girls dance around the pole pulling tricks. I was very much a tricks based pole dancer as I can't actually dance so it was especially sexy watching the girls who danced as well as flipped upside down etc - in my mind there is nothing sexier than a girl who can dance with fluid movements and body awareness.
I apologise for the quality of these videos, it was very dark and the more I brighten the footage the more quality I will lose so this is as good a balance as I can get. As with all my blog videos if you keep the screens small the quality will appear better. The sexy lady above also took some video on her camera which she said was a bit better with light problems so if her footage is much better I'll post it up when I get it.
I did however love the performing. I am kicking myself that I didn't film on the first night as in my opinion that was the best performance we did. At the end we turned the music right down as I was covered in hot wax and cam and you could hear the crowed cheering me on, it was the biggest buzz I loved it. I think maybe the atmosphere had to be that grimy and seedy for me to get the end sexual kick of cumming to a dirty football crowed all wanting to see me fisting myself or doing 69s or being fucked with a great big strap on! You know how I have my dirty humiliating abduction fantasies, well this was the closest I will ever come (would ever want to come) to living one out and that made up for everything else I have said, best sexual buzz ever!
Another post Aw problems I had was the match. As you may or may not know AW put a great deal of effort into matching the girls up to make sure everyone gets the best sex possible, they deliberately pair girls who's sexual kicks and personalities will compliment each other and sadly I don't think Trinity and myself are a good match. We are both very head strong women and want to rule and lead the show, neither wants to follow the others wants and both had a very firm but different idea about what would make the best show. Don't confuse my words, Trinity is a lovely person (she bought me lunch and everything) and is very easy to talk to and very professional in her manor and is very good looking, she is just not a good match for me sexually. So this meant that on the first nigh she pretty much took a back seat and followed my lead as I took the action down to the floor right in front of the guys so they could really see what we were doing and took a back seat really as I stole the show by making such a big deal about how and when I cam, I even brought a guy to the front and let him hold the toy while I sucked it off while fingering myself.
On the second night Trinity led the show as a kinky dominatrix and spent her time with a few guys on stage pouring my wax on them and leading the show while I took the back seat. In day one the emphasis was on creating a sexy true lesbian experience for the guys to watch, day two was about getting the guys involved and humiliating them with a bit of g/g tacked on the end. Judging by the cheers and leers, the audience liked both shows equally and at the end that's all that really matters but they were very different and my ego took a bit of a bashing day two as I imagine Trinity's did day one.
So to play us out here are highlights from the last sex show we did. Ten points goes to the lovely lad we dragged up on the stage and his mate for filming for me. Sorry about your dolphin toy, I was really sad it got stolen in the crowd.
I got back home at about 4am Sunday morning and I was dead on my feet. If I hadn't picked a friend up from Nottingham on my way through to Leeds I don't think I would have managed the last 20 miles with out needing to stop for a sleep. On Sunday proper I had to get up, pick up a dog sitter for Poppy and drive over to a place called Bridlington in East Yorkshire to meet with my family, who were supposed to be celebrating my grandparents 60th wedding anniversary and also in a smaller way my parents birthdays. We were all coming up to Yorkshire as that's where they used to live, my grandad was a ship architect in Hull and designed submarines during the war, where he met my nan who was a Secretary there. Sadly my grandad became ill and is in hospital back home in Norwich so it was a bit of a strange gathering. It was lovely seeing my younger cousins, sisters, in laws etc and the place we stayed at was amazing! It was wonderful sitting outside in the hot tub with a long tall glass of something cold having a giggle but it was missing some grandparents. Who knows what power the good will of others can have but please wish him back to health, there's quite a few people read this blog and it might help. I am luckily working near Norwich soon so can go and visit and see if I can be of use as I know my mum wont be able to stay more than a week.
I didn't get to bed till 12 when I got back from my Abby Winters adventures and had a reasonably early start the next day, as I had to go and exchange my euros so I could buy my parents birthday presents and pay my council tax, which I had managed to beg an extension for till Friday. I then had to get my bum ready and in the car ready to meet Trinity at 5pm, so we had time to plan our shows and also to get ready etc.
I didn't have a blog when I did this event last year but it is a bit of a head fuck on all fronts. The types of people you get in the lap dancing tent at a car show are exactly the kinds of people you expect to find in the lap dancing tent at a car show and as a collective mass can be a difficult bunch. There is always that fine line between a cheering crowd who are with you and egging you on and a rabble who could turn at any minute and become an unmanageable surging mess. My job was to perform two live lesbian sex shows in order to re boost numbers for the lap dancers, a role that only some of the dancers were happy about. The stark difference between AW work and this was HUGE! I reverted back to my state of worry around these ladies and kept finding myself slopping off to hide. There were some lovely women who were unquestionably hot but there wasn't a warm family feel like in Amsterdam, more like a cleach that I wasn't a part of.
I really enjoyed chatting to most of the groups of men outside the tent whilst trying to drum up numbers and there were some really lovely individuals (you know who you are) who made my night. There were the inevitable few who had drunk to much and tried to get hands on and although I never felt unsafe (security was tight and everywhere) it did bring the question of female exploitation fresh in my mind. It's funny I am the loudest person when it comes to laughing at women telling me I am being exploited and objectified through my work but if anything was going to make me an object it was this weekend as my role was exactly that.
Its hard to put into words and I'm kicking myself for not writing this down while it was fresh. This blog is like trying to remember a dream, the more minutes that pass the more the facts slip away. I think what I am trying to say is that it was a very carnal atmosphere with groups of women trying to sell themselves to a drunken mass of men who just wanted to get their cocks hard and cheer and leer, nether side was showing a full rounded version of themselves we were all just walking sexual stereotypes. Now I am writing this I don't see anything wrong with either situation but at the time when your in it you do feel a little odd.
One of the reasons I was a terrible lap dancer was that I got chatting. One of my natural skills I am very proud of is that people tend to tell me things, very personal and intimate things, very easily. I'm quite a good listener and I think I maybe have one of those faces you can trust but either way it doesn't take me long to feel that I know a little about a person - although to counter this I also suffer from the fault of always seeing the good in people, which is usually fine but can lead to a few problems. Either way when I lap danced I'd have spoken to the person and usually knew why they were there, or where they grew up or their favourite sexual position/encounter etc and that's how I liked it. It didn't always pay off, once you have sat and told someone you think your wife is cheating on you or all about your child hood, the last thing you want to see is them naked. So they'd get their chat from me and then head over to one of the more traditional scary lap dancers for their kicks. I think on reflection that's what I didn't like about the car show, everyone was a cut out of their gender there was no depth.
Tell you what some of the dancers were amazing though, its been a long time since I pole danced and I used to love watching girls dance around the pole pulling tricks. I was very much a tricks based pole dancer as I can't actually dance so it was especially sexy watching the girls who danced as well as flipped upside down etc - in my mind there is nothing sexier than a girl who can dance with fluid movements and body awareness.
I apologise for the quality of these videos, it was very dark and the more I brighten the footage the more quality I will lose so this is as good a balance as I can get. As with all my blog videos if you keep the screens small the quality will appear better. The sexy lady above also took some video on her camera which she said was a bit better with light problems so if her footage is much better I'll post it up when I get it.
I did however love the performing. I am kicking myself that I didn't film on the first night as in my opinion that was the best performance we did. At the end we turned the music right down as I was covered in hot wax and cam and you could hear the crowed cheering me on, it was the biggest buzz I loved it. I think maybe the atmosphere had to be that grimy and seedy for me to get the end sexual kick of cumming to a dirty football crowed all wanting to see me fisting myself or doing 69s or being fucked with a great big strap on! You know how I have my dirty humiliating abduction fantasies, well this was the closest I will ever come (would ever want to come) to living one out and that made up for everything else I have said, best sexual buzz ever!
Another post Aw problems I had was the match. As you may or may not know AW put a great deal of effort into matching the girls up to make sure everyone gets the best sex possible, they deliberately pair girls who's sexual kicks and personalities will compliment each other and sadly I don't think Trinity and myself are a good match. We are both very head strong women and want to rule and lead the show, neither wants to follow the others wants and both had a very firm but different idea about what would make the best show. Don't confuse my words, Trinity is a lovely person (she bought me lunch and everything) and is very easy to talk to and very professional in her manor and is very good looking, she is just not a good match for me sexually. So this meant that on the first nigh she pretty much took a back seat and followed my lead as I took the action down to the floor right in front of the guys so they could really see what we were doing and took a back seat really as I stole the show by making such a big deal about how and when I cam, I even brought a guy to the front and let him hold the toy while I sucked it off while fingering myself.
On the second night Trinity led the show as a kinky dominatrix and spent her time with a few guys on stage pouring my wax on them and leading the show while I took the back seat. In day one the emphasis was on creating a sexy true lesbian experience for the guys to watch, day two was about getting the guys involved and humiliating them with a bit of g/g tacked on the end. Judging by the cheers and leers, the audience liked both shows equally and at the end that's all that really matters but they were very different and my ego took a bit of a bashing day two as I imagine Trinity's did day one.
So to play us out here are highlights from the last sex show we did. Ten points goes to the lovely lad we dragged up on the stage and his mate for filming for me. Sorry about your dolphin toy, I was really sad it got stolen in the crowd.
I got back home at about 4am Sunday morning and I was dead on my feet. If I hadn't picked a friend up from Nottingham on my way through to Leeds I don't think I would have managed the last 20 miles with out needing to stop for a sleep. On Sunday proper I had to get up, pick up a dog sitter for Poppy and drive over to a place called Bridlington in East Yorkshire to meet with my family, who were supposed to be celebrating my grandparents 60th wedding anniversary and also in a smaller way my parents birthdays. We were all coming up to Yorkshire as that's where they used to live, my grandad was a ship architect in Hull and designed submarines during the war, where he met my nan who was a Secretary there. Sadly my grandad became ill and is in hospital back home in Norwich so it was a bit of a strange gathering. It was lovely seeing my younger cousins, sisters, in laws etc and the place we stayed at was amazing! It was wonderful sitting outside in the hot tub with a long tall glass of something cold having a giggle but it was missing some grandparents. Who knows what power the good will of others can have but please wish him back to health, there's quite a few people read this blog and it might help. I am luckily working near Norwich soon so can go and visit and see if I can be of use as I know my mum wont be able to stay more than a week.
Selasa, 31 Mei 2011
It's Abby Winters Baby!
Hello 38, 39 40!
I have been super duper busy (yay) and very unlike me have actually managing to come back with some reasonable footage for you guys to look at. We will begin with my recent trip to the dam which was such a joy, these trips really do keep getting better and better. You will have to watch out or one day I might just not come back!
As I said in an earlier blog post, I was so sacred about this trip and when I saw a huge rainbow I thought it might be a good sign that all would be well. We were all set to take off on time, ran down the runway, bumped about a bit and then didn't - we had a broken engine. Good times I thought, maybe that was the bad thing I had sensed and the rest of the trip would go smoothly. In truth I think the fear I had predicted was in fact Jet 2's in house radio station which we had to listen to for the forty minutes it took the very beautiful man to fix the engine. The radio station had a few adverts they repeated telling us to buy their food, flight deals etc which is fair enough but they then played two songs on loop - Bryan Adam, summer of 69 and some god awful remix version of the lambada which is strangely one of my favourite songs from my childhood. I mean come on two songs on loop one of which is high pitched and terrible for 40 minutes, that's how they torture people in Guantanamo Bay! Everyone kept accidentally singing that bloody tune and then shouting at each other because its so terrible!
Torture Link so you know what it was like
The original to cheer you up before you read on
Ok so competition time. Leave your verses in the comment section and the best one will get some free never before seen pictures mailed over to them and a naughty video clip.
I promise I wasn't to obnoxious when I went and had a chat with the guy on reception. I told him we had a rat and gave him my biscuits evidence and said we were going to be late for work but please could he have a think about what he could do to help right the problem and make everyone feel satisfied, although I did tell him I would at the very least expect my one euro seventy five back to buy more cake! I was a bit floored when he tried to tell us it was our own fault for having sealed cake in the room as that would clearly attract rodents. I pointed out that when you are in the top floor of a hotel that would only be the case if rates were already inside the building! It worked out well we got a new room and cake money. See English people so long as you are polite it is good to complain. I once watched a tv show where they got different nationalities to eat at this restaurant where everything would go wrong to see how likely they were to complain and we came last, we put up with everything. That's why I was so excited to be given the opportunity to try and complain as a Brit abroad.
So on to a shoot. My first shoot was with Hayden who is hot hot hot and has the most sensitive nipples in the entire world. All you have to do is brush up against them and her whole body starts to writhe and contract, something I don't think I have have seen genuinely happen before. If I had had more time I am sure she could have cum just by having her tits played with and I just couldn't stop touching them, in fact all of her. We had a mini plot, she hadn't done my washing when she did her own and I see if having sex with her will change this but in truth we just went with what we each wanted from each other and dropped any pretense of a need for a plot etc as soon as we were able. Half way through this shoot Kylie comes and catches us and sits and plays with herself while she watches. Later on that day I did a dim (double intimate moment) leading on from this scene, where I find out she was watching, so we decide to have a wank while next to each other. SPOILER ALERT! Although she has played with women in real life Kylie has always been to worried to have sex with women on camera because of a bad experience she once had but has asked if I will sleep with her (which hell yes I will she is so cute) so hopefully I will be back for over to play with her soon!!
Free Trailer, video and stills all found here x
I have however come to the conclusion this week that I must be disappointing in bed. If the girls I slept with are anything to go on, I am amazing at what I do while actually in bed, as they all seemed to enjoy what I was doing to them but there in lies the problem. The majority of the pleasure that I derive from sex these days is pleasuring other people, I find the reactions they have at my touch so deliciously hot and I really get off on watching them cum as a result of what I do. But I enjoy giving pleasure to much, I am not really that interested in being pleasured myself, I just want to keep pushing my partner but am there for denying them the pleasure that I am taking from them. The more I think about it the more I feel I must work on this and actually feel guilty that they can not experience what I am experiencing but then I can't experience what they are experiencing either. I remember when I was about 15 that I came to the conclusion that I was broken, as I couldn't achieve the mind blowing orgasm's that other women seemed to have and I still can't nor do I think I ever will. As I have gotten older and more informed on the 'myth' of the female orgasm I have felt less bad about this as hardly any women have that explosive reaction and each is different but it doesn't stop me feeling a little bit less for not having them. On reflection if I didn't have a pussy made of lead I probably wouldn't have become a porn star and defiantly wouldn't have been able to do all the bondage stuff I love as I just wouldn't have been able to bare all the pegs, magic wands, weights etc if I was that much more sensitive and I am lucky in the fact that unlike some of the girls I have come across that I don't need much of a rest between pleasure, I am always hot to trot. Don't get my wrong I LOVE sex, and I do enjoy sex but I am back wondering if maybe theres that one extra thing I can do to enjoy it that little bit more? Maybe that's why AW likes to use amature girls, they are maybe more sensitive because they don't put their bodies through so much sex on a regular bases?
Ok so back to Amsterdam.
One of the things that really made this trip was being put up in a room with two other models (especially because they didn't beat me up for snoring, seriously I am the most unattractive sleeper. I always say being so ugly at night allows me to be hot during the day). Hayden and Kylie are so lovely and it was lovely having people to play with during the evening after shooting. On the first night we had an ok dinner then watched the Princess and the Frog back at our hotel room with a big bag of sweets. It defiantly beats sitting on your own in a hotel room feeling lonely. The next day we went out for an amazing Italian dinner with Dahlia before going to the park. If you haven't been there, all of Amsterdam looks the same. It feels quite crowed with all the tall buildings, narrower streets because of the canals and bikes everywhere. I was so shocked to be taken to this huge park and I mean HUGE! There are all these different sections, places that felt like festivals full of music BBQs and people, places for family and children- including a pool where we went paddling and quite natural areas, we saw some herons nesting it was just lovely. We then went toristing about the place and took in some of the street performances and artists etc. The guy on the guitar really amused me for some reason.
I was thrilled when I found out about the Dildo drive, and any body who has an urge to send me sex toys I will better the offer and make you a private 5 minute sexy video just for you in return. I got to use the sexy love chair in my solo which I will talk about in detail once it goes up. I will however take this opportunity to re thank the wonderful women that took the time to buy and send that sex toy and thank you for the fun it gave me because it was incredible - most toys don't quite get powerful enough to pleasure me fully but this one was amazing on full power! Maybe women buy other women better sex presents as they know how it feels.
The dildo solo video I did was day 3 of my visit, day two was spent with Dahlia and she is so much fun and I think we have similar pussies? She is hilarious, she bounced about the whole day and had me in stitches. For some un know reason the creative director had decided we would look sexy in onesies? We may not have look hot but we had far to much fun in them and couldn't stop giggling, in fact I have no idea how we ended up having sex at all?
I have to take a minute to talk about Dahlia's orgasms, if you look at her face she almost looks like she is in pain, they literally rip out of her body its incredible. You get to a point when she's nearly there, where you worry that you are pushing her to far and then she explodes and you see the joy mixed with the intense pain and then all you want to do it just hold her close to you for ages afterwards, which we did. We also got very brave and dared each other to go out naked on the balcony and when she came there were two men sat on a bench just bellow us listening which was so hot, although a little embarrassing when we walked passed them once we had finished. We must have just been a loud collection of girls as when me and Hayden did our scene a women called out in reply as Hayden came, listen out for it on the video.
I have just been on the AW boards trying to explain how working for them feels more like being part of a strange family and I wish you could upload videos on there as I think the second half of that video clip, where we are distracting a certain ginger from doing her work, sums up everything I was trying to say - I love you Aw workers xx
I have been super duper busy (yay) and very unlike me have actually managing to come back with some reasonable footage for you guys to look at. We will begin with my recent trip to the dam which was such a joy, these trips really do keep getting better and better. You will have to watch out or one day I might just not come back!
As I said in an earlier blog post, I was so sacred about this trip and when I saw a huge rainbow I thought it might be a good sign that all would be well. We were all set to take off on time, ran down the runway, bumped about a bit and then didn't - we had a broken engine. Good times I thought, maybe that was the bad thing I had sensed and the rest of the trip would go smoothly. In truth I think the fear I had predicted was in fact Jet 2's in house radio station which we had to listen to for the forty minutes it took the very beautiful man to fix the engine. The radio station had a few adverts they repeated telling us to buy their food, flight deals etc which is fair enough but they then played two songs on loop - Bryan Adam, summer of 69 and some god awful remix version of the lambada which is strangely one of my favourite songs from my childhood. I mean come on two songs on loop one of which is high pitched and terrible for 40 minutes, that's how they torture people in Guantanamo Bay! Everyone kept accidentally singing that bloody tune and then shouting at each other because its so terrible!
Torture Link so you know what it was like
The original to cheer you up before you read on
Ok so competition time. Leave your verses in the comment section and the best one will get some free never before seen pictures mailed over to them and a naughty video clip.
I promise I wasn't to obnoxious when I went and had a chat with the guy on reception. I told him we had a rat and gave him my biscuits evidence and said we were going to be late for work but please could he have a think about what he could do to help right the problem and make everyone feel satisfied, although I did tell him I would at the very least expect my one euro seventy five back to buy more cake! I was a bit floored when he tried to tell us it was our own fault for having sealed cake in the room as that would clearly attract rodents. I pointed out that when you are in the top floor of a hotel that would only be the case if rates were already inside the building! It worked out well we got a new room and cake money. See English people so long as you are polite it is good to complain. I once watched a tv show where they got different nationalities to eat at this restaurant where everything would go wrong to see how likely they were to complain and we came last, we put up with everything. That's why I was so excited to be given the opportunity to try and complain as a Brit abroad.
So on to a shoot. My first shoot was with Hayden who is hot hot hot and has the most sensitive nipples in the entire world. All you have to do is brush up against them and her whole body starts to writhe and contract, something I don't think I have have seen genuinely happen before. If I had had more time I am sure she could have cum just by having her tits played with and I just couldn't stop touching them, in fact all of her. We had a mini plot, she hadn't done my washing when she did her own and I see if having sex with her will change this but in truth we just went with what we each wanted from each other and dropped any pretense of a need for a plot etc as soon as we were able. Half way through this shoot Kylie comes and catches us and sits and plays with herself while she watches. Later on that day I did a dim (double intimate moment) leading on from this scene, where I find out she was watching, so we decide to have a wank while next to each other. SPOILER ALERT! Although she has played with women in real life Kylie has always been to worried to have sex with women on camera because of a bad experience she once had but has asked if I will sleep with her (which hell yes I will she is so cute) so hopefully I will be back for over to play with her soon!!
Free Trailer, video and stills all found here x
I have however come to the conclusion this week that I must be disappointing in bed. If the girls I slept with are anything to go on, I am amazing at what I do while actually in bed, as they all seemed to enjoy what I was doing to them but there in lies the problem. The majority of the pleasure that I derive from sex these days is pleasuring other people, I find the reactions they have at my touch so deliciously hot and I really get off on watching them cum as a result of what I do. But I enjoy giving pleasure to much, I am not really that interested in being pleasured myself, I just want to keep pushing my partner but am there for denying them the pleasure that I am taking from them. The more I think about it the more I feel I must work on this and actually feel guilty that they can not experience what I am experiencing but then I can't experience what they are experiencing either. I remember when I was about 15 that I came to the conclusion that I was broken, as I couldn't achieve the mind blowing orgasm's that other women seemed to have and I still can't nor do I think I ever will. As I have gotten older and more informed on the 'myth' of the female orgasm I have felt less bad about this as hardly any women have that explosive reaction and each is different but it doesn't stop me feeling a little bit less for not having them. On reflection if I didn't have a pussy made of lead I probably wouldn't have become a porn star and defiantly wouldn't have been able to do all the bondage stuff I love as I just wouldn't have been able to bare all the pegs, magic wands, weights etc if I was that much more sensitive and I am lucky in the fact that unlike some of the girls I have come across that I don't need much of a rest between pleasure, I am always hot to trot. Don't get my wrong I LOVE sex, and I do enjoy sex but I am back wondering if maybe theres that one extra thing I can do to enjoy it that little bit more? Maybe that's why AW likes to use amature girls, they are maybe more sensitive because they don't put their bodies through so much sex on a regular bases?
Ok so back to Amsterdam.
One of the things that really made this trip was being put up in a room with two other models (especially because they didn't beat me up for snoring, seriously I am the most unattractive sleeper. I always say being so ugly at night allows me to be hot during the day). Hayden and Kylie are so lovely and it was lovely having people to play with during the evening after shooting. On the first night we had an ok dinner then watched the Princess and the Frog back at our hotel room with a big bag of sweets. It defiantly beats sitting on your own in a hotel room feeling lonely. The next day we went out for an amazing Italian dinner with Dahlia before going to the park. If you haven't been there, all of Amsterdam looks the same. It feels quite crowed with all the tall buildings, narrower streets because of the canals and bikes everywhere. I was so shocked to be taken to this huge park and I mean HUGE! There are all these different sections, places that felt like festivals full of music BBQs and people, places for family and children- including a pool where we went paddling and quite natural areas, we saw some herons nesting it was just lovely. We then went toristing about the place and took in some of the street performances and artists etc. The guy on the guitar really amused me for some reason.
I was thrilled when I found out about the Dildo drive, and any body who has an urge to send me sex toys I will better the offer and make you a private 5 minute sexy video just for you in return. I got to use the sexy love chair in my solo which I will talk about in detail once it goes up. I will however take this opportunity to re thank the wonderful women that took the time to buy and send that sex toy and thank you for the fun it gave me because it was incredible - most toys don't quite get powerful enough to pleasure me fully but this one was amazing on full power! Maybe women buy other women better sex presents as they know how it feels.
The dildo solo video I did was day 3 of my visit, day two was spent with Dahlia and she is so much fun and I think we have similar pussies? She is hilarious, she bounced about the whole day and had me in stitches. For some un know reason the creative director had decided we would look sexy in onesies? We may not have look hot but we had far to much fun in them and couldn't stop giggling, in fact I have no idea how we ended up having sex at all?
I have to take a minute to talk about Dahlia's orgasms, if you look at her face she almost looks like she is in pain, they literally rip out of her body its incredible. You get to a point when she's nearly there, where you worry that you are pushing her to far and then she explodes and you see the joy mixed with the intense pain and then all you want to do it just hold her close to you for ages afterwards, which we did. We also got very brave and dared each other to go out naked on the balcony and when she came there were two men sat on a bench just bellow us listening which was so hot, although a little embarrassing when we walked passed them once we had finished. We must have just been a loud collection of girls as when me and Hayden did our scene a women called out in reply as Hayden came, listen out for it on the video.
I have just been on the AW boards trying to explain how working for them feels more like being part of a strange family and I wish you could upload videos on there as I think the second half of that video clip, where we are distracting a certain ginger from doing her work, sums up everything I was trying to say - I love you Aw workers xx
Jumat, 27 Mei 2011
I am wearing pants!
This is just a quick note to say I am back from yet another amazing trip over to Aw and they keep getting better and better! I have lots and lots of behind the scenes video for you which I will put up on Monday/Tuesday as I am about to rush off to a car show in Peterborough for the weekend (you are in for a VERY sexy show if you are going to be there). Now I don't have to worry about shaving rashes I am back in underwear and it's very strange. xxx
- If you cant wait till Monday for me to put everything up AW have already put my first g/g shoot up on the board so go tease yourself with the trailer before enjoying the full sexy adventure. xx
Masie fucks Hayden
- If you cant wait till Monday for me to put everything up AW have already put my first g/g shoot up on the board so go tease yourself with the trailer before enjoying the full sexy adventure. xx
Masie fucks Hayden
Jumat, 20 Mei 2011
Problems and biscuites
Hello 36 and 37, nice to see you.
Ok so those lovely people who have tried to view the open uni know that its broken but for those of you that don't, its broke. We are beyond frustrated and are working as hard as we can to fix it. Please excuse my lack of technical computer knowledge but in a nut shell here's where we are.
CCbill said because we used moonfruit to build the site on, we weren't compatible with their billing system.
It was then suggested all would be well so long as they took payment and we then added the members by hand.
When we mailed them saying we were having problems the above suggestion was revoked as unworkable (sigh) . We have been thrown a bone from them saying that as long as moon fruit give us some codex then all will be well and fixed and we just need to wait for them to mail us back (been over 14 hours so far). Failing that we have to rebuild the site completely changing everything into a different format which will cost us a web designer, although there is a chance it may be doable in a week if we really crack the whip.
I am so sorry to have built excitment levels up and then not delivered, I really hope you hold out till we fix it. I mean look at the update that went on last night!
In other news without meaning to jinx things, my flights are now booked for Abby Winters on Tuesday morning. It s a nice early start again as its a 7 o'clock flight, meaning you will surly get a blurry eyed Masie vlog at the airport cafe eating breakfast.
I cant wait to go over and start doing again, especially as all my doing in the UK seems to be coming to nothing right now.
No need to dispare though, I have just tried some of the new fox biscuits so am still in a good mood - one set is crunchy honeycomb and chocolate and the other set are caramel chocolate. The honey crunch ones are stunning! I'm also on an 80s action movie run at the moment and am halfway through watching 'Time cop' for the first time. I have re watch all 3 Beverly hills cops and had forgotten how good the first two are . I also watch Big trouble in little China for the first time last week and it blew me away. Any suggestions on 80s films that need to make my film list please let me know.
I am currently filling in an application form to work for Dorcel, who are a huge French company. I hate coming up with pictures for these things I always decide I hate all the pictures I have of me and nothing ever seems quite suitable. Its hard trying to get everything across in just three pictures, I mean you need to try and show you can pull several looks off to up your chances of getting roles.
I needed to send a head shot, a waste up shot and a full body. These are the three I went with do you think they are ok?
Head
Waste up
Full body
I also applied for a set of spanking videos today and used these two pictures which I love so though I'd show you these as well. Take these pictures as an I'm sorry my sites not working yet present.
Oooh in fact I will be really naughty and leak the first behind the scenes video on here. We put the full length version of this video up for you to watch on the site and its worryingly erotic. Its a strangely pleasurable experience feeling someone else shaving you,maybe its because you can feel their hands so close to your hole and they never give you what you want and stick a finger in. I also liked the feeling of all that shaving foam and fingers did 'accidently' (and I'm sticking with that defence) slip in. After I had done it I decide that some people might like to see the transformation from hairy to smooth a bit faster and the bellow bonus video was born - what do you think of the music? It amuses me far to much, I'm really having to stop myself from adding terrible sound tracks to all our videos because I find the music funny. I promise all the videos actually going up on the site are normal, I have kept all the dodgie music edits for my private collections.
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Ok so those lovely people who have tried to view the open uni know that its broken but for those of you that don't, its broke. We are beyond frustrated and are working as hard as we can to fix it. Please excuse my lack of technical computer knowledge but in a nut shell here's where we are.
CCbill said because we used moonfruit to build the site on, we weren't compatible with their billing system.
It was then suggested all would be well so long as they took payment and we then added the members by hand.
When we mailed them saying we were having problems the above suggestion was revoked as unworkable (sigh) . We have been thrown a bone from them saying that as long as moon fruit give us some codex then all will be well and fixed and we just need to wait for them to mail us back (been over 14 hours so far). Failing that we have to rebuild the site completely changing everything into a different format which will cost us a web designer, although there is a chance it may be doable in a week if we really crack the whip.
I am so sorry to have built excitment levels up and then not delivered, I really hope you hold out till we fix it. I mean look at the update that went on last night!
In other news without meaning to jinx things, my flights are now booked for Abby Winters on Tuesday morning. It s a nice early start again as its a 7 o'clock flight, meaning you will surly get a blurry eyed Masie vlog at the airport cafe eating breakfast.
I cant wait to go over and start doing again, especially as all my doing in the UK seems to be coming to nothing right now.
No need to dispare though, I have just tried some of the new fox biscuits so am still in a good mood - one set is crunchy honeycomb and chocolate and the other set are caramel chocolate. The honey crunch ones are stunning! I'm also on an 80s action movie run at the moment and am halfway through watching 'Time cop' for the first time. I have re watch all 3 Beverly hills cops and had forgotten how good the first two are . I also watch Big trouble in little China for the first time last week and it blew me away. Any suggestions on 80s films that need to make my film list please let me know.
I am currently filling in an application form to work for Dorcel, who are a huge French company. I hate coming up with pictures for these things I always decide I hate all the pictures I have of me and nothing ever seems quite suitable. Its hard trying to get everything across in just three pictures, I mean you need to try and show you can pull several looks off to up your chances of getting roles.
I needed to send a head shot, a waste up shot and a full body. These are the three I went with do you think they are ok?
Head
Waste up
Full body
I also applied for a set of spanking videos today and used these two pictures which I love so though I'd show you these as well. Take these pictures as an I'm sorry my sites not working yet present.
Oooh in fact I will be really naughty and leak the first behind the scenes video on here. We put the full length version of this video up for you to watch on the site and its worryingly erotic. Its a strangely pleasurable experience feeling someone else shaving you,maybe its because you can feel their hands so close to your hole and they never give you what you want and stick a finger in. I also liked the feeling of all that shaving foam and fingers did 'accidently' (and I'm sticking with that defence) slip in. After I had done it I decide that some people might like to see the transformation from hairy to smooth a bit faster and the bellow bonus video was born - what do you think of the music? It amuses me far to much, I'm really having to stop myself from adding terrible sound tracks to all our videos because I find the music funny. I promise all the videos actually going up on the site are normal, I have kept all the dodgie music edits for my private collections.
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